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A Little Girl Looking For Darkness
Age 34 From Nanaimo, British Columbia - Online - Over 2 weeks ago
Woman Seeking A Man

Basic Information

I Can Speak  
English
I Would Describe Myself As  
My name is Laura. I'm a very shy yet very curious girl. My friends tend to tease me about how I'm 18 yet still tend to, on occasion, act like a child. Little do they know, this act is done on purpose...it's a little game I like to play (mostly with guys. It gets me into trouble sometimes but meh). More on that later.
My best friend is a teddy bear.
I have a very twisted mind, despite the 'innocence' that radiates off of me (...Sadly true. Don't get me wrong, I can kick and boss you around just as well as the next girl). Because of this twisted mind, I have fantasies that I could never share with anyone...yet. So to control these fantasies, I write about them and put them in the form of stories. I write a lot. A lot. Sad really how much I write.
Music is also a big part of my life. Right now I'm a busy intern/student at a music sudtio, learning the fine art of engineering! *dramatic music*. I'm also studying to attending a music academy in Europe to take a music technology program. Fun fun.
As for bands that I like...psht...we'd be here all night if I listed off all of the bands I like. The main one right now seems to be Blutengel (I have this thing for Chris Pohl...Sexy). I'm also a HIM devotee...Old stuff though. The new stuff makes me very sad for some reason. Music you will usually catch me listening to would be either metal (...yes, yes I am metal head. Without the headbanging.) or industrial/darkwave. I will listen to pretty much anything though.
What else to say...Oh I have 4 tattoos; a heart, a star, a fairly big heartagram, and a portrait of my teddy bear and baby blanket. Yeah, I realize that's a bit babyish but my Teddy really does mean a lot to me. I also have 5 piercings; ears twice and nose that always has a heart screw in it. See the heart theme? Yeah.
I've had a fairly weird and rough little life but I'm grateful for it. Sometimes. Lots of scars but lots of interesting stories. Like the story about holding a handful of my own blood...that was interesting. Or the two times I almost drowned. Good times. I blame my life for the reason why I have this tendency to be attracted to the erm...'fatherly' Goth guys. You know the type. I also blame my height. Stupid height. I wish I would start growing again. Ah well.
I have this thing with pain and blood that scares some people (no, I don't cut...) but I really don't care. Again, I blame my past for this pain fascination. As long as it's not emotional pain and you don't make me cry...I'm good.
All in all, I'm a very interesting person once you get me to talk. I tend to be very quiet and hide in the shadows. Warning though, I do like to play games. They're fairly innocent though. Fairly.
I'm a lone traveller too. Meaning, I'll take off to random countries alone without hesitation. Finland was the last place I ended up in. Good times. Very musical. Anywho! Find me on:
My.space: glitterbitesback
vampire.freaks: narcotic_elegance
Sign  
Pisces

Appearance & Situation

My Body Type Is  
Average
My Height Is  
5' 0 (1.52 m)
My Eyes Are  
Blue
My Ethnicity Is  
Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is  
Single
I Have Kids  
No
I Want Kids  
Not Sure
My Best Feature Is  
Hands
Body Art  
Other, Visible Tattoo
My Hair Is  
Black
I Have One Or More Of These  
Cat
Willing To Relocate  
Yes

Status

My Education Level Is  
High School Diploma
My Current Employment Status Is  
Student
My Speciality Is  
Student
My Job Title Is  
...er...struggling writer.
I Make This Much In A Year  
Less Than $14,999USD
I Live  
With Parent(s), With Pet(s)
At Home  
All Is Calm
I'm A Smoker  
No
I Drink  
Yes - Socially

Personality

Back In High School, I Was A  
Outcast
My Social Behavior Is  
Reserved, Shy, Observant, Friendly, Comedic, Flirtatious, Dark, Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are  
Music, Internet, Photography, Theater, Cooking
My Idea Of A Great Time Is  
Staying At Home, Relaxing, Sleeping, Reading A Book, Playing Dress-up, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum
An Ideal First Date Would Be  
Well if you can get me out of my bedroom, I guess it would be just a walk around a park at night or something. Nothing too big.
I've Always Wanted To Try  
Singing on a stage. Alone.
...and acting out a few of my fantasies.
My Friends Describe Me As Being  
Friendly, Someone They Want To Be, Obscure, Goofy

Views

My Religion Is  
Spiritual But Not Religious
I Attend Services  
Never
My Political Views Are  
I Don't Like Politics
My Goal In Life Is  
To get into music. Production would be nice.
My Kind Of Humor Is  
Clever, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure, Sadistic

Taste

On Tv, I Always Watch  
Cartoons, Dramas, Re-runs
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A  
Comedy, Drama, Animation, Horror
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To  
Rock, Metal, Electronic, Pop, Industrial, Ambient, Dance
When I Read, I Always Read  
Fantasy, Fiction, Horror, Humor, Music, Satire, I'm An Author
My Idea Of Fun Is  
A good snuggle, talking about nothing, laughing about nothing, being alone, photography, writing about odd things...

Looking for

What Do You Find Attractive?  
Intelligence, Empathy, Sensitivity, Boldness, Oddities, Spontaneity, Wit, Thoughtfullness
What Do You Look For?  
I look for people who know what they're doing, even though I don't. I need someone who can take charge of things, because God knows I can't. Yet, that person still has to be a very gentle person because I get hurt very easily.
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?  
Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate
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