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Hmmm, I'm convinced that no person can be discribed in as much space as there is here so I'll just attempt a general summary...I'm 24, I'm a bad influence on children, most people see me as crazy and slightly evil but they only see what I want them to see. I'm a much more interesting person than I let on. The depth of my thought into things metaphysical is almost overwhelming, even to me, so I try not to think about it very much. I wish there were something "more" to this world and all its unchanging monotony. I'm tired of generalizations, cliche's, segregations, stupid sayings that everyone around me seems to repeat over and over, if you dont know what I mean, just listen to people talk and its almost like listening to a recording over and over, no matter who your around. I crave depth when all I seem to be able to get is the surface. People are fake, they say what they need to say to get what they want. They dont seem concerned with the thoughts or feelings of those around them as long as those personal needs are met and its sickening to me. I'm tired of all the happy smileing drones going around with their daily lives accomplishing nothing that means anything to anyone other than themselves.
I try to see beauty in all things, I can be mesmerized for insurmountable amounts of time by simple things such as the texture of paint on a wall, or the way stones are laid out in a rock garden, the patterns in the clouds, the swirls in a carpet. I look around me at all these things and aside from their beauty all I'm able to see is an unchanging world of stereotypes and things that society has decided are necessary for its survival. Buildings, cars, people, no matter where you go you see the same things, there's nothing left to explore, no room left for the mind to adventure. I read books of fiction and I'm angered by the fact that all those books do, even though I greatly enjoy them, is make me wish that there was something else to this world than is already apparent. It seems "science" has discovered everything of interest and theres no mystery or wonder left in the known world. Call me nihilistic if you will but these things depress me.

Aries

Fit

5' 8 (1.73 m)

Blue

Caucasian

Never Married

Yes - Not At Home

No

Eyes

Other, Scarred

Brown

No pets

No

Some High School

Self-employed

Other

whatever it is that im doing...

Less Than $14,999USD

With Roomate(s)

All Is Calm

Yes - Often

No

Outcast

Anti-social, Flirtatious, Dark, Strange

Reading, Music, Movies, Internet, Games

Trying New Things, Relaxing, Sleeping, Reading A Book, Playing Video Games, Going To A Museum

Spending time alone with the person, telling each other about ourselves, learning as much as possable about the persons behavior, likes, dislikes, intrests, and such, in essence, becomeing one with the person, mentaly at least.

There are too many things that ive wanted to try to list here, mainly though, id like to learn some sort of musical instrument.

Friendly, A Troll, Obscure, Goofy

Christian

Never

Anarchist

Hah!

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Obscure, Sadistic

Documentaries, Movies

Action, Science Fiction, Horror, Thriller

Rock, Metal, Industrial

Ancient, Fantasy, Fiction, History, Horror, Music, Philosophy, Poetry, Religious, Science, Science Fiction, I'm An Author

My thoughts vary on this subject...

Intelligence, Good Looks, Humor, Sensitivity, Boldness, Spontaneity, Flirtatiousness, Wit

Friend, Date, Intimate