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crowdraven Profile Information

look into the dark to find the light
Age 38 From Indianapolis, Indiana - Online - Over 2 weeks ago
Man Seeking A Woman

Basic Information

I Can Speak  
English, Spanish
I Would Describe Myself As  
I've always found it hard to truly describe myself, although I know myself quite well sometimes I remain a mystery even to myself. I've always been used to spending time by myself, so I guess that makes me a loner, I dont really mind loneliness because I'm so used to it, but at times I simply cannot bare it. I'm never really comfortable out in public around people I dont know, and I am always afraid to get close to people because I simply dont trust anyone. I am a very private person, I tend to always keep things to myself. I am reluctant and reclusive even to those closest to me. I am a misserable bastart most of the time which is something people dont understant about me, but its not that I want to be, its just what I'm used to, and I tend to cling to things that I am most used to because they are things that have become a part of me, like an organ or a limb, I simply cannot live without them. I have my bad moods and good moods just like everyone else, but my bad moods are so much worst because of my anger problem. Most of the time I am calm and collected, cold as well as intelectual and calculating, I am a slow thinker and I always think deeply about everything. I do like to laugh though, and I am quite the commedian and even act flamboyant but mostly only around my cousin and my sister because I am comfortable enough around them that it allows me to be that way. I'd like to think that I have a strong sense of right and wrong, and I've always been like that ever since I was a child which has made me headstrong and difficult, especially when I contradict people about things I beleive are true about how they can truly behave which is something no one likes to hear especially when its something bad. I am dirrect and to the point but alot of times I have difficulties explaining what it is I feel. I can also describe myself as a dark person. I tend to cling to darkness alot, only because it makes me feel comfortable, I have always found rest and solace within it. I am still young and finding out new things about myself. I am nowhere near perfect but I know that with time I will become a better person, a better man. Wisdom is something that always guides me, I am a seeker of knowladge and I am learning much by experience everyday.
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Leo

Appearance & Situation

My Body Type Is  
Slim
My Height Is  
5' 10 (1.78 m)
My Eyes Are  
Brown
My Ethnicity Is  
Hispanic/latino
My Marital Situation Is  
Single
I Have Kids  
No
I Want Kids  
Yes
My Best Feature Is  
Smile
Body Art  
Pierced... But Only Ear(s)
My Hair Is  
Black
I Have One Or More Of These  
Cat, No pets
Willing To Relocate  
Yes

Status

My Education Level Is  
High School Diploma
My Current Employment Status Is  
Full-time
I Live  
With Roomate(s)
I'm A Smoker  
Yes - Socially
I Drink  
Yes - Often

Personality

Back In High School, I Was A  
Quiet One
My Social Behavior Is  
Shy, Observant, Anti-social, Comedic, Flirtatious, Dark, Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are  
Arts & Crafts, Learning, Music, Movies, Internet, Games, Family, Dining, Cooking, Cars, Computers
My Idea Of A Great Time Is  
Staying At Home, The Movies, Relaxing, Clubbing / Bars, Drinking, Playing Video Games, Going To A Concert
An Ideal First Date Would Be  
Go to dinner, prefferably Chineese buffet, then a movie, take a walk in a cementary while conversating, find some attraction, and at the end of the night if we can still stand each other plan for a second date. Afterwards make sure to get ya home safe, and end it with a good nights kiss, depending on how we feel. :)
I've Always Wanted To Try  
I'm open minded to anything really.
My Friends Describe Me As Being  
Friendly, Someone They Want To Be, Cool, Obscure

Views

My Religion Is  
Other
My Political Views Are  
I Don't Like Politics
My Goal In Life Is  
To find some sort of happines and solace, to find a place were I truly belong, and find someone that will love me for everything that I am. To find out what I was meant for, my purpose. Have at least one child within the next decade, I beleive a man's greatest test in life is to be a good father.
My Kind Of Humor Is  
Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure, Sadistic

Taste

On Tv, I Always Watch  
Cartoons, Movies, Reality Shows, Re-runs
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A  
Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Horror, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To  
Rock, Metal, Industrial
When I Read, I Always Read  
Biography, Comic

Looking for

What Do You Find Attractive?  
Intelligence, Good Looks, Humor, Empathy, Boldness, Spontaneity, Flirtatiousness, Wit, Thoughtfullness
What Do You Look For?  
I look for someone with alot of the same qualities as me, someone with similar likes and dislikes. Someone I can spend all my time and energy on and wont be bothered to spend most of their time with me, but most important, they must be loyal and trustworthy. Once I fall in love I am not afraid of it, I need someone who will allow themselves to fall completely in love, I need that someone to fight for it and never give up on it, and a little possessiveness dosent hurt either. I need passion and commtement, which does not necessarely mean marrige. I am very passionate myself, I am the type that would give up everything and die a thousand times for the one I love. Quoting Marilyn Manson, "I want to be eaten alive by somebody I was in love with." Meaning I want that person to take all of me, to take everything that I am and embrace it. Love is all or nothing, and thats the only way I want it.
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?  
Committed
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