Englisch

Hey I'm Steph and thanks for visiting my profile. I'm here to see if I could make some friends to talk to. I'm kind of the shy quiet type until you get to know me. I can be fun and playful and I'm open to talking about anything. I don't easily get offended but I do have some defensive tenancies because I have been through a few rough past relationships. People mostly say that I'm a great girl to talk to. Nothing real exciting about where I am living right now. I'm back living in a small town I grew up in. I'll tell you more about it if you are interested in learning about old country lifestyle. I don't act like a hick or anything bizarre like that though. lol I'm not hardcore into gore but I grew up seeing animals being slaughtered. lol I have intelligence, mostly from life experiences. I don't read alot because I have problems remembering what I read. But I do still try to read about psychology, human brain development, other stuff that may be useful or interesting.
I enjoy listening to black metal/death metal, but I do tend to listen to some music that isn't as heavy. Some of my fav bands are: Nehemah, Blodsrit, Gehenna, Craft, Bloodbath, Hypocrisy, Ihsahn. I'm not interested in the slightest of emo or punk. But obviously I like the metalhead community. I used to have an Ibanez but I don't anymore but I do miss playing guitar. I used to play drums in highschool. Shows that I've seen live are Cannibal Corpse and Immortal. I know it isn't much, I just didn't get around to seeing more. lol
Likes
Plant and animal life, freshwater and marine life, Death Metal/Black Metal, walking in the woods, my cat lol, dark/gothic artwork, long haired men ;), falling in love, feeling loved, being held, feeling needed and wanted, pure honesty,
Dislikes
People who continuously deny that they may have a mental illness that needs to be treated, all forms of addiction, people who take advantage of others, liars and cheaters, manipulation, control, violence/abuse, exaggerators, arrogance, accusations, name calling,
As for spirituality, I grew up being forced to go to church as a Luthern. I was forced to attend Sunday school and later on Cataclysm class. I did not enjoy it in the slightest. As I've grown older I have become somewhat hateful towards religion and for a while I had become somewhat of an athiest. I like to believe that the only thing worth calling god is within ourselves. Sometimes I have felt that burning down churches would be an appealing idea especially because I've grown up in a town where there is barely anything but churches, farmers and old people. I had been adopted by a country couple when I was a baby. And so I had grown up around farm life. Its kinda embarrassing to admit sometimes, but its also beneficial because we kill and eat our own beef, pigs, chickens and turkeys. We even grow our own vegetables and they really taste much better than what you buy in stores. I learned how to drive from driving tractors in hay season. Some days I would be out in a field for over 6 hours straight. I didn't mind it, it was something to pass the time and to feel useful. I also enjoy driving around on the old threewheeler. I'm surprised that it actually still runs because it had been pretty beaten up over the years. Far as I know, it still doesn't have any working breaks. lol Then in the winter time there are snowmobiles. Those things kinda make me nervous though because they can go really fast and don't turn corners that well. We usually take them out on a lake where we'd go ice fishing. I prefer fishing in the summer time on a boat though. I like to swim when the water isn't cold. I'm a wuss. Sometimes I like to target practice with some guns. Nothing real special, mostly 22s. People around here look forward to deer season. Thats when the men do alot of drinking in the hidden hunt shack that we have in the woods. I don't hunt but I enjoy taking part in skinning animals.

Löwe

Schlank

5' 5 (1.65 m)

Grün

Kaukasisch

Single

Nein

Ja

Augen

Bauchnabelpiercing, Geheime Piercings, Sichtbare Tattoos

Schwarz

Katze, Fisch

Nein

Teilweise Hochschule

Arbeitslos

Andere

Hairdresser but I didn't like it

Weniger als $14,999USD

Mit Eltern/Elternteil, Mit Haustier(en)

Alles ist ruhig

Ja - Versuche aufzuhören

Ja - Sozial

Stille(r)

Schüchtern, Freundlich, Dunkel

Kunst & Handwerk, Musik, TV, Internet, Familie, Fotografie, Kochen, Gartenarbeit, Fischen / Jagen

Mit Freunden ausgehen, Daheim bleiben, Entspannen, Schlafen, Videospiele spielen, TV, In ein Konzert gehen

Freundlich, Cool, Albern

Spirituell aber nicht religiös

Clever, Trocken / Sarkastisch, Freundlich, Albern

Cartoons, Dokumentationen

Comedy, Horror, Thriller

Metal, Electronic, Industrial, Stimmungsvoll, Dance

Biografie, Musik, Natur, Philosophie, Ich mag lesen nicht

Intelligenz, Gutes Aussehen, Tolle Fähigkeiten, Einfühlungsvermögen, Sensibilität, Seltsamkeiten, Nachdenklich

Freund, Verpflichtendes