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badfish1983 Profile Information

Is love a lost cause?
Age 41 From Conway, Arkansas - Online - Over 2 weeks ago
Man Seeking A Woman

Basic Information

I Can Speak  
English
I Would Describe Myself As  
so here we go. not really goth since i was a teenager.. I love heavy metal mostly but i like reggae, blues, punk and techno, pretty much anything but country. Sublimes my fav band along with static X, White zombie, BLS, CCR marley and Type O Neg. I love anything that's black but don't dress all black. I love skulls, knives, guitars, things like that. (i dont play) and i have a thing with pictures of old wooden ships. I'm a single dad, my daughter is the most important thing to me in the world and if there's anything i do well it's being a father. I'm a bit sensative but thats where my romantic side comes from.. I love full moons, incense, and candles. I love to love. I'm the kind of person that can't really thrive or be happy about life unless i have that. Used to party a lot but not so much now. I work a lot and my free time is mostly spent with my daughter. I've got my foot in the door on a good career but until i get the raise im stuck in a pretty ugly ride. I keep my pad pretty clean. Things i like doing most are beer / cards and concerts / pool. I like going out to eat at places ive never been and to movies when they just come out. Lately ive been havin some serious social anxiety, i get nervous real easy and then i can't think straight and start actin shy, really keeps me from goin out to meet somebody or screws it up when i do... anyway there arent really any girls in my area that are my type so i thought i'd try this.

your warm skin, is my rope from the abyss
saving me, with a single kiss

you lift me up, from the dark
until again, we must part

I feel myself, starting to fall
and from my lips, your name i call

but there is no anser, you are gone
like the pitch black night, misses the dawn

eyes closed, farther and farther i descend
with your hands in mine, i pretend

but in my heart i know, my open eyes would show
nothing but icy grips, and a teardrop streaming down my lips

so i must keep my eyes closed, in this dark bliss
until once again, i feel your kiss.

do you leave me to die? or will you hear my cries, and open my eyes.

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no more hopeful wishes, no more beautiful stars
no more melting kisses, no more razorblade scars
no more talks, no more walks
no more looking at the night sky, never again that gleam in your eye
i never meant to make you cry

You were my moon, you were my sky
you were the only reason i didn't want to die

so many candles, in the night
but all along, you were the light

They say we would die, without the sun above
but all i needed to live, was your precious love

don't you see
if there's no more you
there's no more me
Sign  
Cancer

Appearance & Situation

My Body Type Is  
Slim
My Height Is  
5' 11 (1.8 m)
My Eyes Are  
Blue
My Ethnicity Is  
Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is  
Single
I Have Kids  
Yes - At Home
I Want Kids  
Yes
My Best Feature Is  
Smile
Body Art  
Other
My Hair Is  
Dark Brown
I Have One Or More Of These  
No pets
Willing To Relocate  
No

Status

My Education Level Is  
High School Diploma
My Current Employment Status Is  
Full-time
My Speciality Is  
Manufacturing / Distribution
My Job Title Is  
Electro Plater
I Make This Much In A Year  
$30,000USD To $44,999USD
I Live  
With Kid(s)
At Home  
All Is Calm
I'm A Smoker  
Yes - Socially
I Drink  
Yes - Socially

Personality

Back In High School, I Was A  
Cool Dude
My Social Behavior Is  
Shy, Loud, Friendly, Outgoing, Dark
My Interest And Hobbies Are  
Sports, Reading, Learning, Music, Tv, Movies, Internet, Dining, Cooking, Camping, Playing Cards
My Idea Of A Great Time Is  
Hanging Out With Friends, Partying, The Movies, Drinking, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum
An Ideal First Date Would Be  
a whitesnake concert lol.. hmm, dinner, pool haul or a comedy club, and a cruse to the beach on a full moon night
I've Always Wanted To Try  
sky diving
My Friends Describe Me As Being  
Friendly, Cool, Obscure, A Flirt

Views

My Religion Is  
Atheist
I Attend Services  
Never
My Political Views Are  
Anarchist
My Goal In Life Is  
raise my daughter well, retire from a good career, and find a love that will walk with me through the darkest paths withough thinking twice and for whom i'd do the same.
My Kind Of Humor Is  
Clever, Dry / Sarcastic

Taste

On Tv, I Always Watch  
News, Documentaries, Instructional, Movies, Sports
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A  
Action, Comedy, Romance, Horror, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To  
Rock, Metal, Blues, Industrial, Reggae, Punk
When I Read, I Always Read  
Ancient, Fantasy, Fiction, Home & Garden, Poetry
My Idea Of Fun Is  
aside from work and my daughter.. music! i love being out at night.. anywhere really, esp with lots of city lights and places to drive around, makes me feel like i'm alive. Also like it away from the lights too.. can see the sky better, very enchanting. I would love to dance if i really could

Looking for

What Do You Find Attractive?  
Intelligence, Good Looks, Empathy, Sensitivity, Passiveness
What Do You Look For?  
looking for sensative, intimate, and loyal. gotta like kids
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?  
Intimate, Committed
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